True Meeting

I subscribe to my whirling mind of emotions aligning to the translucent threads. These strands are numerous, embracing, holding and forming around me.  Within each strand holds a key note, a sound, a song, a vibration. When plucked it can be played delicately, feverishly or all spaces in between.

The tones start off softly, I barely recognized them. Before I make way to the numerous tracks of my mind, I reach deep into myself and align with allowing myself to meet me.

 I observe myself when I come to such a position.  I notice myself hesitate for a flicker of a moment. I know I shouldn’t be afraid but I am a little. What will come up? Have I not been meeting myself? I thought I have been…no there is more.  

I am in the present once again and express my intention. I would like to meet myself. Calmly, I assure myself there is always a new part of my lens I can look through. 

My song is being created not for me but by me. My created songs are within me. Some are old and some are older than I know. There are songs of the recent past and present. All of these songs wait for the nod of my thoughts.

I am at the threshold, I signal. Here it starts, the river runs and spills over and onto the chords. The sound begins, I hear... it’s beautiful...I recognize it and become comfortable with this awareness. I allow the tempo to continue, there is movement from my structure.  My container moves and shapes with the songs.

Moving deeper I am able to feel this depth of awareness as I walk this world. I am traveling outside of my boundaries…no longer am I comforted by what was.… Knowing what was, I leave it all behind…I am deep into meeting myself.

I am deep into thought and expression in my essence of being. Swells of expression are swirling, in one instant rising with the tide and then moving deep into the caves. The insistent movement echoes off the smooth well-worn walls of the womb, each layer sounds as it carries the messages to my core. My senses are bombarded. I struggle, it’s loud.  I confess it’s me, it’s me….I am touched deeply.

Nature is communicating to me… it is so tender…has it been so long ago since we were together like this?  I heard you as I walked out doors, I stopped and picked up a wounded dragon fly and placed it onto my finger. As I held this little creature of nature I spoke to it of its beauty and felt the priceless moment of our meeting.

My heart expanded with emotion, holding me in this song, bellowing from the highest, the ultimate creation----being in relationship. The cords are struck, my song is played, I am in this one moment meeting myself and meeting other.

I gently place my outreached finger next to the shrub and gently encourage the dragonfly to perch on the leaf. As I look at the dragonfly I tell him he is so special and beautiful.  Knowing just as we have met and shared he will continue on his journey and meet others.

Another threshold, another meeting, only this time it’s turbulent….

Connecting deep into the catacombs of my mind, the still waters are ever ready to greet the new. My most recent activity shows my suppliant side of meeting the gallows.  I am caught…bringing me to my knees. 

I lose myself, giving up, no longer carrying my notes or song.  I recede into blackness and emptiness.  While others carry me in to the regents of their cacophony of strings, no longer am I connected to my structure…knowing only what others have tossed me in. I have no truth no container just whimsical notes. This leads me to an unfortunate destiny...I spin and spin churning in the waves of chaotic moments…where am I, who am I, what am I? The meeting or no meeting has my attention. 

The journey of seeing and witnessing the strength of my inner self in these moments meeting in nature highlights for me a crucible position. The trials that we set for ourselves can be the most sublime or the most challenging, yet when all is said and done they are both one in the same.

These sojourns have given me ample time to look deeply at myself, noting the position of my inner strength with the intimate nature of my heart. I have given myself the opportunity to meet my pain, my compassion and from this position bursting forth into ecstasy and fulfilling within me the one true meeting - myself.

Felisha Gold CVP, CPT

The Wisdom of Sensing

I am so excited to be in communication with my sensing. It has become more visceral and enlivened within me. In the past I was aware of my sensing only with my mind. It was as if my mind's eye would follow the route of thought of what I was sensing and it would interpret it from that single point. Now it has become more universal speaking throughout my body and available to communicate through more than one aspect.

Each vortex (chakra) has its own aspect of energy. And in each aspect at the core we have sensing in direct communication with essence. Over time, I have been gathering essence in my core and now it is able to communicate with each of my vortices (chakras).

As I follow my sensing energy it flows along the pathways, touching, meeting and reflecting the motion.  Harnessing energy at the moment of touch and creating relationships all within a nanosecond of time and held in a lifetime of memory. 

I am moved by the range of my senses in the example of my healing as I follow the path of flow…. I am escorted by an emotional charge in full spectrum as it crosses with losing my power within a heartfelt moment...all this in one pinnacle moment, being experienced within moments of recall from a time period in my life...Being clear and with my sensing I sorted through each level and I began to heal and call back those parts of myself that I had given away. Now free from perceptions that once held me captive to my illusions, my vortices (chakras) are reorganizing to be in a new relationship with my essence.

To have the connection and access to sensing is an absolute value to me not only in my own healings but also in having this as my skill and ability to use throughout all areas of my life. The wisdom of sensing is the universal language.

In Relationship
Felisha Gold CVP

A Peek Into Our Relationship To The Human Field

Within each of our lives we are ever expressing our selves uncontained… the energy rolls from our being, constantly all day long no pause and no rest.  This is but one small thought of one person creating while in real life all of us are doing it. There are constant threads of energy expressed or unexpressed it’s all the same no one is taking the time to edit any of it.   If this is what is going out into the world then what is one interrelating with...What does it mean the unedited thoughts bouncing out there ….whose reflecting back...What is reflecting back? All of these things cause a response or even a reaction within your body which leads to the nervous system, brain, circulatory system the vascular system and even the bones… your entire you!

Now how about that container...do you have one? What does it feel like is it rough, ridged or smooth or is it flexible and permeable, is it tall short or thin? Here is your opportunity to make a difference in your life. Learn how to be contained and in communication with all that is…..engage yourself in the Embodied Meditation Practice.

Once you have chosen to take that step to get yourself acquainted with your container, now your embodied container…it’s personalized and it’s only for you.

In communication with your embodied container allows you to know the various energies/thoughts that may have your attention or is trying to get through to you. You have the opportunity to check in to see these energies or thought forms for what they are….are these energies trying to harness you and move you in a  way that you thought but didn’t think you thought…meaning persuading you from your center. Have you ever felt an override in one your thoughts…usually an expressive thought… and it holds you frozen…don’t just nix it, sort through and see what is truly you and what is the other. As hard as it may be, taking that one step to be in communication with your container could be a life changing experience.  The human field can be very taxing on us yet through your embodied container you gain an ability to ascertain what is coming from the human field and what is coming from your true essence your soul essence.

Once you are with your embodied container it is with ease that you move and be present in a pure space to experience your connection to all of life.  It is your birthright to have these skills and abilities and the bonus is there is no need to wait for a certain time of day, this is a 24/7 Embodied Practice.

Be Embodied.

Felisha Gold, CVP

Journey Without a Road Map...

If we are on a journey, but don't know where we really want to go, where we presently are, and thus evidently don't have a map of the travel path, we are not going to get there, and even if we do, we won't know that we have arrived and drift away again in wilderness or confusion.

Generally we put more effort towards finding answers to aforementioned questions when we go on a vacation but when it comes to life journey we don't even think of the necessity to find such answers.

Embodied Meditation allows one to be in connection with his soul essence, be grounded, be connected to cosmic, unseen and earth energies and enjoy journey with a satisfaction of knowing that we are bing guided in the right direction.

Kumar Saras
2/28/2012

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